Questioning Identity?

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I've been questioning the possibility of a calico cat theriotype of some kind, I feel very connected to calicos. Very attached to them. Though, I'm not so sure if it's a theriotype or some other kind of alterhuman identity/connection. I'm still learning about different identities, so I'm not entirely sure how to define or label my connection to calicos. Some people say that labels are unimportant and we don't need them, but I like having them. They keep me organized and easy to explain to those who don't understand and want to. They make me feel more put together. I find it frustrating when I can't find a label for the way I feel, then I tend to just push that feeling down since I can't figure out what it is. It can't stress me out if it isn't there. Hashtag logic?

Whatever, I want to figure out what the connection is to calicos, how to define it.

I have also recently discovered an undefinable connection to raccoon dogs, also known as the tanuki. Look it up if you don't know what they are. Very cute. I feel an odd connection to them and I can't explain it in any way other than just "I am this."

If anyone has any information or advice on this matter, I would appreciate it. I'd like to define my identity as much as I can.